It wasn't always like this
Sundays used to be for Church
And even dark cloud rainy days
Felt brighter wrapped up with her
Smile, damn I loved to hear her laugh
Now it haunts me, and I can't forget that
Killing time, killing those beers
Choking out the memory of her goodbye tears
Crashing, on my buddies couch
Hitting rock bottom is a long way down
Burning cigarettes and up back roads
Trying to get lost in the dust and the smoke
None of this seems to be working
Killing, Crashing, and Burning
I should've ran after you
When you were walking out
I should've fought for us
Instead I was too damn proud
Killing time, killing those beers
Choking out the memory of her goodbye tears
Crashing, on my buddies couch
Hitting rock bottom is a long way down
Burning cigarettes and up back roads
Trying to get lost in the dust and the smoke
None of this seems to be working
Killing, Crashing, and Burning
I ain't hurting anyone, anyone but myself
But if she was my Heaven this must be Hell
Killing time, killing those beers
Choking out the memory of her goodbye tears
Crashing, on my buddies couch
Hitting rock bottom is a long way down
Burning cigarettes and up back roads
Trying to get lost in the dust and the smoke
None of this seems to be working
Killing, Crashing, and Burning
I ain't hurting anyone, anyone but myself
But if she was my Heaven, this must be Hell