Why'd you have to go so soon? This shit is getting so old You turned away from me and smiled Like you painted your life gold But it's all old pain, I think I'm okay Just holding broken bones But now you don't exist And you'll never know what I know Maybe next time I won't feel so low Maybe next time I'll think before I go You promised me that everything would be just fine no need for fear Behind these walls of glass I hear Maybe next time I'm scared I've seen this movie and it lives in my fears I keep it near To remember the sadness and pain I've felt all year I know it's not fair, I know I'm in the wrong But I've hurt myself for way too long It's not you, it's always been me I've been fucked up can't you see? Maybe next time I won't feel so low Maybe next time I'll think before I go You promised me that everything would be just fine no need for fear Behind these walls of glass I hear I have a pain that sits deep Though my faith in you it lets me fight A thousand words They're like paper cuts on my mind On my mind Maybe next time I won't feel so low Maybe next time I'll think before I go You promised me that everything would be just fine no need for fear Behind these walls of glass I hear Maybe next time Maybe next time