They say to kill a soul Takes time and damage A broken heart A love lost in the family But I lost my faith Then dragged you with me So now I sit and fill The glass that made you leave me To break a man of the habits off that shelf It takes a mirror look And crying out for help So why can't I feel what Christians live and breathe And why can't I be enough for what she needs 'Cause she needed me to see A lost sinners fall Bound to eternity I fake a smile To hold me to my senses Times of loving touch A former me worth saving But lately I can't tell A smile from that whiskey And every bottled down Just bottles up my healing To break a man of the habits off that shelf It takes a mirror look And crying out for help So why can't I feel what Christians live and breathe And why can't I be enough for what she needs 'Cause she needed me to see A lost sinners fall Bound to eternity Honey I can change and keep you safe Pick up that Book And read the night away The night away But it won't change if you would stay 'Cause in your heart You know how I am made What I have made So to break a man of the habits off that shelf It takes a mirror look And crying out for help Why can't I feel what Christians live and breathe And why can't I be enough for what she needs 'Cause she needed me to see A lost sinners fall Hell-bound to eternity