I live in an apartment building, On the rough side of the city No one ever seems to worry And I keep the serotonin hidden, Somewhere in a kitchen cabinet But I'm not tall enough to reach it Is there something better, than an earthly antidote? Don't worry i'm just thinking, I, Wouldn't really do it But then again you never really know I just really wanna go home It seems like the whole world is saying, We should all just be more honest But there's a line we never dare to cross So I don't tell them how I'm feeling, On the days I feel like dying So they don't think I've turned, My back on God Is there something better, than an earthly antidote? Don't worry i'm just thinking, I, Wouldn't really do it But then again you never really know I just really wanna go home Ohhhh it's creeping up behind me Ohhhh it's recklessly surprising Ohhhh who is gonna save me? Ohhhh when I don't feel like fighting So I'm begging you to open up your mind, Before we all run out of time There must be something better, Than an earthly antidote? Don't worry I'm just thinking, I, Wouldn't really do it But then again you never really know I just really wanna go home God, I really wanna go I just really wanna go home