Yeah, I throw up, I just I always thought it would be kind of fun to be one of those like People with pink nails and stuff 'Cus, you can't sit down in the corner at a party And just relax and listen to music in the bathroom You know I'm doin' it? You know what I mean? It's, it would just be really relaxing You know what just, to be able to kinda do whatever I want Bleeding walls and half a second You know? Just to be able to accept, you know? I've been teased several time and, and, I just Thought to myself: "Male's decision? Whatever, gallon's decision Something They think I'm wearing this? Go ahead, you're not the ones who aren't going to be judging me." You just want me to go hell instead of heaven? God is just a memory Doesn't matter what you think