I've been up sleepless nights and that ain't like me Another young man lost his life, he was just 19 Now his boys wanna ride out so that they can find peace But it ain't likely 'Cause revenge ain't sweet I found that out that day I got punched in the face Left the hospital spun the block tryna find them again Even if I knew where they stay Probably still feel a way 'Cause revenge ain't sweet Still surprised I got things to say 'Cause I'm tired of all the campaigning I've heard speeches and read statements Countless times I've turned pages Empty promises it's all politics But the blowback outrageous They wonder why the streets made us Look at the cars that they gave us I was on main road minding my own when a man turned vicious Coffee in my eye and a hook with the right in front of a witness Police interviewed me like I weren't the one that's a victim I've done workshops in prisons What a contradiction And it was like, how do we know? And I told them that I got a cup in my hand With a croissant What gangster ya know drinks cappuccinos? Just another day in the life man I've been up sleepless nights and that ain't like me Another young man lost his life, he was just 19 Now his boys wanna ride out so that they can find peace But it ain't likely 'Cause revenge ain't sweet I found that out that day I got punched in the face Left the hospital spun the block tryna find them again Even if I knew where they stay Probably still feel a way 'Cause revenge ain't sweet Believe that Raised in the streets of London I've seen beef and abundance Might see a teardrop from Mumsy's face But she ain't been peeling the onions Not even That tear came from the soul 'Cause her brethren son got pierced on the roads Rest in perfect piece For you know it weren't worth it see The street life it ain't working G They pull out the strap with some urgency Two minutes later skirtingly But well you know that's not curtains G Nah, that's retaliation certainly (yeah) So you better believe you'll see hurt and grief And I thought that's like what I learned in east But in north, south, west it weren't unique Just another day in the life man I've been up sleepless nights and that ain't like me Another young man lost his life, he was just 19 Now his boys wanna ride out so that they can find peace But it ain't likely 'Cause revenge ain't sweet I found that out that day I got punched in the face Left the hospital spun the block tryna find them again Even if I knew where they stay Probably still feel a way 'Cause revenge ain't sweet (It's good, I guess, that you didn't turn it into a brawl) (But I also know that feeling, of playing the thing back) (Thinking like I wish I did this) (I wish I did that, I wish I did this) (But it's all useless) (And um, your instinct is, kindness)