I am nothing I am empty I am hollow And I've felt nothing Blackness and Silence As Sylvia said The only thoughts Were often fed The birds stopped signing The phone stopped ringing The message is empty The gifts stopped giving The sun stopped shining The light stopped lighting The fight stopped fighting And I'm tired of fucking trying And if I die Don't fake your tears If in my life you weren't here I don't need you It's getting harder to get out of my head When nothing helps so we sit and pretend Like it's okay Like this all matters The smallest piece of dust in this world that's all scattered It doesn't matter It doesn't matter It doesn't matter It doesn't matter And if I die Don't fake your tears If in my life you weren't here. Fucker