Okay
Depressed and listening to Arcade Fire,
In my car at One in the morning
There's a scary amount of things to lose - even more to be created
I've spent a lot of my life laying on floors,
Trying to get a handle on everything
Haven't figured out a way to do that yet, I promise I'm always trying
I'll be honest with you, I don't like myself very much right now
I'll be honest with you, I don't like myself very much right now
I let a piece of myself die so the rest of me could live
Sometimes you have to say goodbye to the parts of you
That you cannot forgive
I'll be honest with you, I don't like myself very much right now
I'll be honest with you, I don't like myself very much right now
I need rest
I let a piece of myself die so the rest of me could live
The last time I considered suicide
Was driving from Mount Vernon at One AM
This feeling of emptiness has been my driver for far too long
I'm better than the places that it's taking me
If I can't reclaim my driver's seat
I will walk myself towards home until my legs buckle beneath me
You can pick me up if you choose to do so
I will rest in the ruin of my frail creation
Depressed and listening to Arcade Fire,
In my car at Two in the morning