It's time I put it behind me What I fear in the mirror The face of me keeps warping I'm changing are you coming I think I deserve to know when I flatline I'm sinking inside a hole of your hindsight I hate to be you in me Feel like John Malkovich I wanna see you through me Feel like you scratch my itch I remember how you talked that whole weekend I remember taking calls while you were bleeding I can't believe that we'd pretend I wish I'd known this from the pretense It's time I put it behind me What I fear in the mirror The face of me keeps warping I'm changing are you coming I think I deserve to know when I flatline I'm sinking inside a hole of your hindsight I'm thinking beside you Decided what I did I'm hiding in plain sight Blinking lights dissonance This whole month had no Sun Felt like one long insane night