I can only trust myself and no i don't need any help
I'll put the needle in my arm i put the needle in my arm
Walls are spinning walls are spinning demons crawling on the ground
I lock myself inside my bedroom
Let me be oh let me be
Take me take me far away a hidden place a secret place
The only place that i will find, the darkest place inside my mind
Yeah I remember every time
Yeah I remember every time
Yeah I remember every time
Yeah I remember every time
Addiction addiction addiction
You're lying you're lying you're lying
I felt it I felt it I felt it
Addiction addiction addiction
Hands are shaking quickly
While i'm trying to write down all these thoughts
I'm paranoid that they're the truth
I hope to god that they're just thoughts
Feel like i can see the future
Feel like i can tell what's wrong
Feel like i can know who's right
I feel like i can know what's right
This is how i wanna be
A hollow body with memories that never happened
Were they dreams? don't think i will ever achieve
I could do this all the time like really all the god damn time
Yeah everyday until i die
Don't you think that i'm addicted?
Addiction addiction addiction
You're lying you're lying you're lying
I felt it I felt it I felt it
Addiction addiction addiction