Fighting for the future but I'm living in the past Running out of water & I'm going mad like Max I could bloke a smunt I could drink a fifth It might help my brain It might calm my tits Gonna go to bed cuz I don't think I can Be happy again Thumbing through my phone while I'm floating through the day FOMO in my brain shooting up & down my legs Buzzing off the ball Bouncing off the walls Holes in all my Vans I don't think you understand My predicament cuz I don't think I can Be happy again In the morning sun I'm so glad that I exist Take another swing & pitching like a pessimist Crawling back inside Junkie's running dry Crawling in my skin Drinking with my friends Pony up and ride but I don't think I can Be happy again Buzzing off the ball Bouncing off the walls Holes in all my Vans I don't think you understand My predicament cuz I don't think I can Be happy again