The last time you heard from me is when we were arguing I hate that when you think of me You think of all the times that I let you down And I know I've been a bastard, but I can't fix it now I'm far down the line Looking at my home screen, thinking what's wrong with me Seeing everybody tweet and I'm just getting angrier Spiraling down and I know I have it well on my side of town But it's hard not to cry when I think of you and think of me And thinking of the things that we did to past the time And know that we won't ever spend it like that in a while Crazy thought, yeah, I also think it's wild I just wanna smile like this Crazy thought, but I am pissed Pent up anger I held in and let out the wrong way I'm big mouth, I can't help it I'm selfish and I don't give a fuck