I don't deserve to be in your car crying like this The compassion that you show me makes me weepy Makes me panic Just look forward Let the music wash over me I'm a control freak Let her love you, let her see you Let it go now, let it be sad Let it be gray, then let it pass She says everything is ok Oh my sweet deep feeler, you can't keep yourself together What if it's not you that's wrong, it's your standard? I took a shower and rinsed everyone I love off of my body Let the water wash over me I'm a control freak