To fall in love Could simmer your guts Till you die So do I Stood up found someone But nevermind it was just a lie More than life But I'm but I'm still alive All the pain splattered on my walls Carrying the strain of darkness This room is sore and so am I so am I I wondered why all this felt so wrong Walked out in silence spoke to god He told me I'm the evil and shall die And so I died a thousand times inside my own Ghost who meant the most Right next to me Next to me And so I died a thousand times inside my own Ghost who meant the most Right next to me Next to me Demons are present when I am on my own I don't feel anything while I am gone Let me bleed in front of you I tear my heart out To show how much You mean to me Mean to me Let me bleed in front of you I tear my heart out To show how much you mean to me Mean to me