Told you I was doing better than I was As my words slur through my more than slight buzz Why are you so scared? I won't stay out too late One day, you dream to be the love that you choose to take But I promise, one day, I'll clean up my act for good Just say you love me I don't know who could 'Cause my eyes see in technicolor And I feel nothing And all you will say is, "He was a lost cause" I'm lost In tears you watched me drink until my demons appear Keep your voice low, this time I care what they hear I'm still stumbling down the hallway, I swear it felt like home To be angry at myself for feeling oh so alone I guess I don't know how to clean up my act for good I knew no one could save me I don't think you should 'Cause my eyes see in technicolor And I feel nothing And all you will say is, "He was a lost cause" I'm lost I don't belong here, I deserve to die Why can't I fall asleep when I'm too drunk to cry? I don't belong here, I deserve to die Why can't I fall asleep when I'm too drunk to cry? I don't belong I'll die 'Cause my eyes see in technicolor And I feel nothing And all you will say is, "He was a lost cause" I'm lost