I'm fully loaded but I rather be keeping the peace People change but they asking what happened to me Is all good when I'm not in the league A lot of them would be happy if I was deceased Ain't nobody care when the boys had nothing to eat That is not the life that my mother envisioned for me Thank God I'm leaving the dream Got a closet full of water you would swear I'm deep in the sea They'll be anybody that's coming for me Remember when my dad had nothing for me No lie is hard to believe Deals went south I'm back in the streets Tryna make shit happen for me I was this close to bagging the weed But I guess God happened to me