The day I turned 20 I felt like all my dreams were dying slowly I'm waking up restless And it's kinda funny The lengths that I go to in order to measure each moment Make the most of the day I'm a little too cautious, saying "Make a ripple just careful they ain't waves" (Careful they ain't waves) Can't disrupt this place But aren't you bored of it Am I gonna spend every minute tryna save some precious time (Save some precious time) Oh Leave the light on When you're gone And I'll be lying here with eyes glued to my phone 'Cause I ain't sleeping When I'm alone Can someone tell me I'll be fine 'Cause right now I don't really know I don't wanna die but I won't lie I'm not having the best night This shit keeps my head so busy Wondering if we wasted time And I seek out comfort But only for long enough to know my life's still worth something A sunset escape 'Cause you tell me "Stop running" Stop running babe, but I I gotta catch up the future is minutes away Oh, tell me I'm okay I swear I'll I'll leave the light on (Leave the light on baby) When you're gone So sick of going out but sick of staying home (I'm so sick of it all) 'Cause I ain't sleeping When I'm all alone When you tell me I'll be fine That's the only time I really know I don't wanna die but I won't lie I'm not having the best night This shit keeps my head so busy Wondering if we wasted time I live for the feeling Praying to gods in our minds Getting high as the ceiling Remembering not to forget how your touch is so healing Chemicals rush to our heads I used to wanna be dead Now I forget Can I just vent, baby I don't wanna die but I won't lie I'm not having the best night This shit keeps my head so busy Wondering if we wasted time I don't wanna die but I won't lie (Praying to gods in our minds getting high as the ceiling) I'm not having the best night (Remembering not to forget how your touch is so healing) This shit keeps my head so busy (I used to wanna be dead now I live for the feeling) (I rise with the morning) Wondering if we wasted time (And fall with the evening, yeah)