I wonder what I said to you It seems I'm always so upset and cruel So much ire For a good heart to acquire in a life The regret, the distress How muh longer till I die? An by the time I'm back again What's left has made me Different in a way The innocence escaped An by the time I'm back again Detached from all the anger that remains Nothing left to pray for Was it not enough To devour your hope I'll wait until It's dark To meld with the noise I'll drown unless my trust returns The surface scratched Resulting blurred I've been loved Form the presences above Every time But this gift comes with a cost, leaves me crushed When I lie An by the time I'm back again What's left has made me Different in a way But I'll be ok An by the time I'm back again Detached from all the anger that remains Nothing left to say anymore Was it not enough To devour your hope I'll wait until It's dark To meld with the noise