So many bad days Wish they would go away I feel like I'm to blame Let the dishes pile Go to work, fake a smile But can't disguise the pain With that I could sleep In your clothes Secrets I can keep Nobody knows So many late nights Spent up, scrolling through time I wish that I could sleep Overhearing fights When I was six years old The memories I keep Wish that I could sleep In your clothes Secrets I can keep Nobody knows Wish that I could die By your side Never have to run Run and hide