I watch the clock 2 am Think on you until I'm dead Running in place I try to reach I can't get it through your head I listen to Your favorite songs On repeat I never sleep Cuz there are things that time can't heal What we had was surreal You say he doesn't care I guess he doesn't Stick my head in an oven Why should I be ashamed or feel estranged? I know that you used to love me You say he doesn't care I guess he doesn't Stick my head in an oven Why should I be ashamed feel estranged? I know that you used to love me I can't imagine how you felt Watching me with someone else It must have hurt you like hell Said you'd go sleep in the van Well I hit you up when I'm confused I really don't know what to do And our lives are sad in the same way But I still love you to this day You say he doesn't care I guess he doesn't Stick my head in an oven Why should I be ashamed or feel estranged? I know that you used to love me Say he doesn't care I guess he doesn't Stick my head in an oven Why should I be ashamed or feel estranged? I know that you used to love me I know that you used to love me I know that you used to love me I know that you used to love me