It's getting late again
After a nothing day again
I'm in my diary long into the AM
The same story over and over again
Over and over again
Over and over again
You text me out of the blue
What, to confuse?
(Is it still me you're afraid to lose?)
You wanna keep your goddamn muse?
Well whatever the fuck you're holding onto
Is just some bitch I made for you
Is just some bitch I made
To survive you
Whatcha know about what this feels like?
Waking up from a perfect dream in fright
I gotta kill the parts of me you liked
Yeah whatcha know about swallowing violence
To live a lie I created just for you
I locked away the terror in your room
Yeah whatever the fuck you're holding onto
Is just some bitch I created for you
Fragile, perfect
Green, immaculate
Open wide
Young drug
Possessed
Obsessed
My quest
Become the high
Become the life
Throw away the key, the silent
Tyranny inside of me
Which you was it
That spat all your fear at me?
But now, I see
There was one of you and one of me
Yeah you were all of it
You were everything, oh
Whatcha know about what this feels like?
Waking up from a perfect dream in fright
I gotta kill the parts of me you liked
Yeah whatcha know about swallowing violence
To live a lie and keep everything cool
I locked away the terror in your room
Yeah whatever the fuck you're holding onto
Is just some bitch I created for you
I never knew which you I'd come home to
I learned perfection for every damn side of you
Yeah whatcha know about what that felt like
Two of you but only one could love
I never knew whose bed I'd go back to
But now I see what was right in front of me
There was one of you and one of me
You were all of it
Yeah you were everything
You are not two people
Yeah whatever the fuck you're holding onto
Is just some bitch I created for you
You were all of it
You were all of it
You were everything
You were all of it
You were all of it
You were everything