It's the little things that you think won't change Little things that I had engraved No I didn't use names I was only 19 hell it still felt pretty brave You see them all out in the street Yeah well none of em look like me There all young and in love and all their lives will turn out just the way they're supposed to be Maybe that's where I went wrong Put all my energy into songs Slam doors, stiff drinks, and never coming back home to say I'm sorry for way too long Now I go out on a week night, another band, another fist fight And all the faces in the crowd just remind me of the things that I still can't get right So now I'm trying not to see you around Listening to old songs too loud And the voice in my head saying "Who in the world little girl's going to want you now" The same words on the same page Same nights on the same stage I know somewhere back there I gave up on myself you're the first one that really paid So I'm sorry about Sunday I know you hate it when I ask you to stay Your just the only one left who knows I'm not quite as tough as the kids all like to say So I turned down a free ride I said I'd see you some other time Well I guess I know now what you meant when you said that I can't just live on pride Well there's a band on tonight Lets get dressed up real nice And we can lean at the bar and make fun of all the things that I still can't get right