I'm finding myself less and less
To decline something to feel, something to taste
To let go of my mind through drug abuse and all the pain
I know that I have changed to be just like you, to be just like you
Every single time I think of you I can't help but get upset
Constant, disgusted, outrageous and nauseous
You know that I'm not sleeping well but you don't fucking care
My dreams are depleting just tainted and lonely
I'm sorry that it's come to this, my greatest fear that I couldn't resist
It made so much sense to do what you did but telling me "you're okay" is the opposite
I wish I could say what you did to me without sounding like a hypocrite
I just can't do this anymore, I'm sick of being ignored
I'm finding myself less and less
To decline something to feel, something to taste
To let go of my mind through drug abuse and all the pain
I know that I have changed to be just like you, to be just like you
Take me away to a place that can't hurt me
Take me away to a place that won't leave me
Take me away from here, I'm coming down
I feel I'm the poison that's killing you so sweet, so selfish
Goodbye
I can't look at you
I feel so sick, so sick of who I am
So sick of fucking trying
I don't want to pretend that I'm okay with this
I'm killing myself just to fix what you've broken (Fix what you've broken)
You've taken all of me, I hope you like what you've stolen
I'm getting withdrawals, my head is so cluttered
What have I become? I've never been so disgusted
You know who you are, you know who you are
Why won't you help me?
Why won't you look at me?
I'm the one that you refuse to see
Yeah
I don't know what to say to you
You were never there, you were never there
Why won't you look at me?
Why are you scared of me?