I know we said "what if" and "it always ends the same" But I'm so sick of thinking that I hurt you and how I'm so ashamed Of who I am, of who I was, or how I made you cry I swear I'm not ignoring you, I just can't tell you why I know you said "Come with me? Please don't leave me" I want to make you feel The way that I do You need to understand What I've been through I want to give you all of me but I can't right now I'm so disappointed in myself for getting to deep, for getting upset I don't like me, why do you? And after all I put you through, why should you care about me? I want to forget what I've done I just need you to forgive me I need to be alone I'm scared you'll forget about me I want to make you feel The way that I do You need to understand What I've been through I want to make you feel The way that I do You need to understand What I've been through I waited for you, I waited too long And everytime I think about you I know I did you wrong It's like I had the perfect picture painted in my head But little did I know I'd go against everything I said