I always thought I was strong enough on my own
Rely on no one but myself
I know I seem okay but it's all an act
You'll never ask, I'll never tell, it was my secret
This isn't easy for me to say
I've never been one to talk, I keep it hidden away
Until it leaks from my eyes when I'm all alone
I was so alone, I was so alone
It would get worse each and every day
I couldn't move, I couldn't eat, I was withering away
I didn't tell anyone, I felt so alone
I was so alone, I was so alone
It was never my intention to push you all away
I thought I needed space
I just needed help
But I was too afraid to ask, too afraid to let you in
I broke down, I was weak
I never felt like I was good enough
For people to care, for anyone to help me
I was so scared
I never felt like I was good enough
For people to care, for anyone to help me
I was so scared
You'd all think less of me
This isn't easy for me to say
I've never been one to talk, I keep it hidden away
Until it leaks from my eyes when I'm all alone
I was so alone, I was so alone
It would get worse each and every day
I couldn't move, I couldn't eat, I was withering away
I didn't tell anyone, I felt so alone
I was so alone, I was so alone
This isn't easy for me to say
I've never been one to talk, I keep it hidden away
Until it leaks from my eyes when I'm all alone
I was so alone, I was so alone
It would get worse each and every day
I couldn't move, I couldn't eat, I was withering away
I didn't tell anyone, I felt so alone
I was so alone, I was so alone
I was trying to blame anyone but myself
But the fault lies with me
It was me, it was always me
Why do I hate myself?
Why do I hate myself?