Sleeping with you on the couch Was the best I've felt in months You know you're my family Until the day that all my blood stops running & My heart gives up, they find me in the bathroom tied off Or like Jason on the kitchen floor Chain lock on the door & receipts on the table Twelve unread emails I was going through withdrawal in a mall I threw up in the food court Waiting on a call to come through And the more half-baked romantic part of my brain Told me that that was the thing to hold on to Is it too late? Were the best times of my life mistakes? I owe a lot of apologies, And I wish I'd made some of them sooner Should've spent more time around mountains and trees I should've moved back out of the city I wish I'd read more of the books I bought Unless heaven is as boring as we always thought Then I hope they let me read all of the books I brought