When you came home i wrote a song I never showed anyone I still remember the hook it went 'I'm getting clean for you' Because i wanted to get clean again And i knew that if i did we could be happy We did it once before I thought we could do it again I wanted to say i'm sorry I never got clean for you Like i wanted to do so badly And everything i knew i forgot I will shed this stupid body I will grow tall and be someone new When i do you can come find me But until then i'll be missing for a while