When you leave my eyes grow dark Drowning in empty space Incessant thoughts don't subside Next to jesus christ who should have died Depression comforts me In my favorite misery Incessant thoughts don't subside Next to jesus christ who should have died Jesus died here With you and me Jesus doesn't care That you cut your hair off That you killed your family That your strung out lately That you love your family Hallelujah Flowers grow in your sin Light will fill you from within Rats look nice tied around your skin Rats look nice gnawing on your skin Rats always seem to look nice Jesus christ will you make me numb Jesus christ will you make me new Jesus christ will you please shut up