If I wasn't a sucker i'd feel the night come in strong But i'm only a fragment, a pile of dust, collecting sun I don't wanna do nothing, but just to do something Takes long I need to recollect my time, not prioritize my vices And I could swallow my pride but i would rather be stubborn That's my fault Never feel like this body is mine My eyes put up cold walls And I've read books that teach me how to live my life But we don't learn how to live, just the proper way to die