It's gonna be so out of time
Stranger in the room and I don't know what to say
And I don't know what to do but I'm looking for a change
So I'm telling him the truth and it's written on his face
Yeah, it's written on his face
Feeling 22 and I'm already behind
And I'm talking like it's new but it's ten years on my mind
Not saying I'm doomed but I'm closer there than fine
Yeah, I'm closer there than fine
Spill my guts out anyway
Can't be worse than yesterday
Life's not shitty, life's so great after therapy
I love playing hide and seek with my anxiety
Keep me talking, I'll stop crying from the things I don't undеrstand
Take my money, at least I'll gеt a little clarity
'Bout how fucked I am
Yeah, I got my hopes up and I'm underwhelmed (I'm underwhelmed)
And I'm dodging landmines, dropping bombshells (dodging bombshells)
And I don't wanna be this way forever
Thinking we'll be spending more time together
Life's not shitty, life's so great after therapy
I love playing hide and seek with my anxiety
Keep me talking, I'll stop crying from the things I don't understand
Take my money, at least I'll get a little clarity
'Bout how fucked I am
Hey, I don't know what I'm allowed to say
I could try and paint me in a better place
I could open up but it's not today
Try and save face but then I'm to blame
Guess that I'm a little less fucked up but I'm broken
Guess I'm not as lost as I once was
'Cause the jump feels good but the falling sucks
Life's not shitty, life's so great after therapy (therapy)
I love playing hide and seek with my anxiety (anxiety)
Keep me talking, I'll stop cryin' from the things I don't understand (oh, oh)
Take my money, at least I'll get a little clarity
'Bout how fucked I am
Guess that I'm a little less fucked up but I'm broken