Caress me in your arms, gracious savior Wait for you to call, you tell me later A perfect night, and a perfect girl I see visions of an angel in this messed up world I shattered the mirror, I felt dirty You whispered sweet nothings and then hurt me The way that I feel, it is so disgusting I gave you my all and you left nothing I'm drinking every night You hate it, so do I Escape reality, so I don't have to die Too bad I don't feel high, my body numb at times Never know best for me, I'm dying from inside They think I'm acting, why? Don't fucking get it, why? I'm just like you, but you don't see what I go through everytime I know why, I know why