I do believe that it will not change I do perceive that I am not to blame All of the remnants that are left inside Fully function to my own demise Call me, say I am manic Installing the erratic Starving of my inprovement Stalling of any new movement Implore me to dissolution Ignoring There's no solution Don't call me so enigmatic Ignore me I won't have it Tension is what has been building Tension is what I've been feeling Intervention Don't know what is needed Don't know what will stop the bleeding Attention Is that worth pursuing? Apprehension What am I achieving? Don't know what will start the healing