The truth is I've never been held but I have been held down The truth is I never felt safe with All of those people around The truth is I've never been held but I have been held up The truth is I never could tell The difference between faith and love And everyone was saying That things were gonna change but Been feeling this way For my whole life And every inclination I ever had to fake it It all just kind of faded over time ♪ The truth is you never do see 'til It's been a few months You spend years building a wall and It won't come down all at once The truth is I've never been held but I somehow held on The truth is the difficult part Can just be saying what you want And I was so afraid of What everyone would say but Now I'm just like, "Okay, bitch, who has time?" And people are like "Jaime, are you sure you're okay?" And for once now I can say "Hey, yeah, I'm fine" And everyone was saying That things were gonna change but Been feeling this way For my whole life And people are like "Jaime, are you sure you're okay?" And for once now I can say "Hey, yeah, I'm fine" And every inclination I ever had to fake it It all just kind of faded over time ♪ And people are like "Jaime, are you sure you're okay?" And for once now I can say "Hey, yeah, hey, yeah" And everyone was saying That things were gonna change but Been feeling this way For my whole life ♪ And people are like "Jaime, are you sure you're okay?" And for once now I can say "Hey, yeah, I'm fine" And every inclination I ever had to fake it It all just kind of faded over time ♪ And people are like "Jaime, are you sure you're okay?" And for once now I can say "Hey, yeah, I'm fine" And everyone was saying That things were gonna change but Been feeling this way For my whole life