Hit my head against this wall so many fucking times
Feel the drywall caving in around my outline
Landlord tells me my deposit is as good as spent
I don't give a fuck, it's not like I've been paying rent
Hit my head against this wall so many fucking times
Feel the drywall caving in around my outline
Landlord tells me my deposit is as good as spent
I don't give a fuck, it's not like I've been paying rent
I think I'm losing touch
My mind is somewhere else
I'm looking at my phone
Killing my mental health
This is a cry for help
So if you hear me please
Somebody help me
Please help me cure my disease
I wanna do a million whip-its 'till my brain explodes
I wanna stay in bed and never put on any clothes
I wanna smoke until my mother fucking lungs explode
Sleeping through another hundred shitty episodes
I wanna dye my hair and tease it 'till I'm looking scene
I wanna bury all my thoughts in lines of ketamine
I wanna kill my dad and feed my mom psilocybin
And drown to death inside a pool of liquid dopamine