(A shell bursts open) (And the baby earwig struggles to emerge) (—the same) (Something changed after what I saw) (Am I ever gonna be okay?) (Because what looks like a harmless ballgame) (Actually has murderous intent) Demons laughing at me What's so funny? Now I really wanna know, I'm asking Don't try to shield me from the glow I wanna feel it all I lay down in the sun, I'm basking I couldn't hold on to the dawn Now everything I know is gone (Go- Go- Gone) (Gone, go- go- gone) I regurgitate per every ritual Operators I'm makin' 'em miserable In a battle where all is permissible They betray and berate individuals I reserved a new fate that's just pitiful Super crook pipe dream war criminal Struggle for breath 'til I'm dead and invisible Still coming up with ways to escape I need some chemicals Black-clad in a midnight Countach Broken homeboy Yeah, I got a dad and two moms Thinking about the cold void out in space, I'm too gone Blacked out slumber all around me like a new god Eatin' salad in my fever palace, getting croutons Black swan bug ballerina in her shoe bombs Cracked down 'cause knew I couldn't wait for true love Now we strapped down Dug up in the rubble like Fallujah Demons laughing at me What's so funny? Now I really wanna know, I'm asking Don't try to shield me from the glow I wanna feel it all I lay down in the sun, I'm basking I couldn't hold on to the dawn Now everything I know is gone (Go- Go- Gone) (Am I ever gonna be the same?) (Something changed after what I saw) (Am I ever gonna be okay?) (Sometimes I feel like I'm too far gone) Hoe I got me a new god! With a razor-sharp beak and some tentacles I'll be okay Through the fog see the dreadnaught I keep a keen blade Burrow any mean face Push that shit right through his spectacles (hoe I got me a new god!) With a razor-sharp beak and some tentacles Yeah we building a flock like the Rajneesh Then we'll die in the back of a room nonchalantly Remember us fondly! I regurgitate per every ritual Operators I'm makin' 'em miserable Used to think this was all fixable Now I pray to a god with six tentacles In a battle where all is permissible They betray and berate individuals I reserved a new fate that's just pitiful Super crook pipe dream war criminal Struggle for breath 'til I'm dead and invisible Still coming up with ways to escape I need some chemicals Black-clad in a midnight Countach Broken homeboy Yeah, I got a dad and two moms Thinking about the cold void out in space, I'm too gone Blacked out slumber all around me like a new god Cracked down 'cause knew I couldn't wait for true love Now we strapped down Dug up in the rubble like Fallujah