Eeling up my spine Destroying me in time But he feels oh, divine The new found friend of mine And I feel so immortal I do whatever I like Until the day he strikes his knife I'm gonna live my life Taking day by day Won't sleep a night away Might even try ballet No matter what they say Ain't nothing to be afraid of In a way it will happen us all I've thrown away all the ticking clocks No more life in a box This new found friend of mine Intruder they call him But we go hand in hand A new perspective on life He pulled me out of the rut And tied the strongest band A chain Still deep inside I count my days And say my worthless prayers To my friend I can only bow There's nothing that can save me now Now I can feel the weakness Spinning its web around me Remembering my first taste of a cigarette The friend who betrayed me