Haven't slept right in several days, stomach in knots (oh, catch me now) Sore with back pain, my wings will grow or they'll fall off (I'm still here) I'm steering my brain but you can still tell when I fall off A stray cat is riding my train, my tongue is going places I'm not And did you break mirrors to see yourself just cascade down? Kill reflections to know what it's like to touch the ground? I'm sorry Icarus I know you told me not to now But I can't go another beat in this direction no When the sun sets which beam hurts the most? You tryna call me ugly by tryna reach above me And I know my head's always a stepping stone Do you go left or go right? You promised you would never bite But I can't wait another day and stay here begging just to go back home And I've been waiting to be crowned the king, so father help me- Made it all Stars kill me in dreams and daymares leave me all alone I'm just a guest in this manor can you show me the way back home? But I can't wait another day and stay here begging just to go back home And I've been waiting to be crowned the king, so father help me watch the throne Stars kill me in dreams and daymares leave me all alone I'm just a guest in this manor can you show me the way back home? Why does it hurt? It hurt It hurt It hurt Why does it hurt? It hurt It hurt It hurt Why Hurt Hurt Hurt Hurt Why does it hurt? Hurt Hurt It hurt hurt hurt hurt- ♪ Starlight, starlight, ghosting in the nighttime Car lights, apologize, distance and sorry satellites Satellites just saying hi, why does it hurt to say goodbye? And I think everything will be just fine (Say goodnight, burdensome you scare me when you just say hi) Starlight, starlight, ghosting in the nighttime Car lights, apologize, distance and sorry satellites Satellites just saying hi, why does it hurt to say goodbye? And I think everything will be just fine (Say goodnight, burdensome you scare me when you just say hi) ♪ And I could never trust you sincerely Oh my god I don't think you love me Be sure you sign your letters with tears please I'm just a guest in this manor can you show me the way back home?