I could never hate you Doesn't matter what you do I know that you hate me Usually I hate me too Tired of complaining But I don't know what else to do Tired of explaining Every wrong move I choose Feels like I've lost every reason Nobody else to believe in Think I've got too many secrets So I keep sleeping and dreaming That once for a change I could feel something else And it pains me to stay with the cards I've been dealt I could keep moving forwards and look for some help But I'd rather exist with just you and myself So, baby, tell me what hits harder than my words I'm sick and tired of explaining so you first I still can't find it so I can't tell you my worth So, baby, tell me would you feel the same If you were hurt Like, would it work? Would you find me useful Or would I be like dirt? And maybe it's just a process One that I can not process Bang my head on the wall And you won't tell me I lost it Please just tell me I lost it I could never hate you Doesn't matter what you do I know that you hate me Usually I hate me too Tired of complaining But I don't know what else to do Tired of explaining Every wrong move I choose