Can you give me a cogent reason why I Gravitate to things that no one likes? And do I really want to be this way? No. But I itch and I can't scratch My back is aching for the lash I'm a glutton for the punishment but starving for what I can never get For the first time in my life I just want To do whats right with a childlike wonder That wont put me under you. For the first time in my life I just want To do what feels right with a childlike wonder That wont put me under you. And sometimes I don't want to be anything, anyone like me And though the world must share my hate, why is it so hard to relate? Well lately now I find I want to be Innocent, experienced at the same time And time is precious agony It's never ending yet fleeting from me You don't know whats in my heart but I can show you You don't know whats in my heart