I did something wrong I know, I know Never thought it would happen It was a mistake I'm sorry, I'm sorry Don't know what I was thinking But all of the lights were blurring my vision She looked just like you My drunken contradiction If I could take it back I would but I know that I can't And after all these years you're looking at me Like you forgot the back of your own hand An apology won't undo all of my cruelty I'm trying to fix this the best that I can Yeah I'll pack my stuff and go Yeah I'll pack my stuff but I'll never be able to move on from you I should've been more careful of every Bottle that laid waste to my sin My lucidity was gone after Chardonnay, Merlot, Sauvignon Please let me take all the blame You're all that I need But I know that I'm not the right one for you So I'll say this before I leave If I could take it back I would but I know that I can't And after all these years you're looking at me Like you forgot the back of your own hand An apology won't undo all of my cruelty I'm trying to fix this the best that I can Yeah I'll pack my stuff and go Yeah I'll pack my stuff but I'll never be able to move on from you I probably should not have said anything to you But if there's something I shouldn't have done Is go searching in some strangers bed When I could've made you the one But for some reason my hands have a mind of their own The will of my mind, ignored and alone But what kills me, is my forever and always Was never forever with you If I could take it back I would but I know that I can't And after all these years you're looking at me Like you forgot the back of your own hand An apology won't undo all of my cruelty I'm trying to fix this the best that I can Yeah I'll pack my stuff and go Yeah I'll pack my stuff but I'll never be able to move on from you Yeah I'll pack my stuff but I'll never be able to love after you