(Fuck)
(That was it, one, two, three)
I wasn't always so bitter
I wasn't always this jaded and insecure
I used to dream so much bigger
Then woke up in my twenties
Like, oh, fuck, I'm not really sure
Paying my rent is a bummer
Nobody told me that everyday looks the same
I have to work in the summer
Used to daydream in color
Now I stare into empty space
I shot for the moon, ended up in the atmosphere
Does anybody else hate it here?
'Cause when I wake up, I'm still 13
Staying up, drinking soda
But my friends don't sleep over anymore
So I'll ride on my halfpipe dream
For as long as I'm able
On the edge of unstable
When I grow up, I just hope I see
Someone one half as cool
As the kid that I used to be
Forget to eat until dinner
Stare at my phone 'til it dies
And the screen turns off
I only feel like a winner
When I find 20 dollars
In the coat that I lost
Yeah, I shot for the moon, ended up in the atmosphere
Does anybody else hate it here?
'Cause when I wake up, I'm still 13
Staying up, drinking soda
But my friends don't sleep over anymore
So I'll ride on my halfpipe dream
For as long as I'm able
On the edge of unstable
When I grow up, I just hope I see
Someone one half as cool
As the kid that I used to be
'Cause when I wake up, I'm still 13
Staying up, drinking soda
But my friends don't sleep over anymore
So I'll ride on my halfpipe dream
For as long as I'm able
On the edge of unstable
When I grow up, I just hope I see
Someone one half as cool
One half as cool
Someone one half as cool
As the kid that I used to be