Yeah, I know we been through hard times
You know it's hard to break and play fine
I been self-destructive up in my mind
I could feel the pressure when we cut ties
They could see the sadness stuck in my eyes
Threw away my heart and strengthened my pride
They could see the sadness stuck in my eyes
Why can I never get past this? Think I'm addicted to the madness
Another shot of liquor, I'll be victim to the blackness, past tense
I'm doing shit they can't imagine
Picture-perfect image of a kid who didn't have shit
Bet y'all thought I never would've made it off the blacklist
The black sheep and all I ever lacked was some compassion
Took it to the heart and put it back into my passion
Fear no reaction, take pride in crashing
See through the glasses of past disasters
This life's a mess, so live like it's lavish
Raise through the ashes, reap what you've ravaged
Preach what you practice, seek no distraction
Please take some action, can't bank on magic
They didn't warn you, things could be tragic
Make no mistake, just handle your baggage
Where's all the fun if things were just average?
Yeah, I know we been through hard times
You know it's hard to break and play fine
I been self-destructive up in my mind
I could feel the pressure when we cut ties
They could see the sadness stuck in my eyes
Threw away my heart and strengthened my pride
They could see the sadness stuck in my eyes
I know I've made some bad decisions
I've never had the same intentions
I know I've made some bad decisions
I've never had the same intentions