I exist in your pictures and not in your mind
Hauntological existence, my hair dye was different
Sleeper agent, invisible ink tattoos
My spine was shaped different
It's freezing, I shiver in backrooms where you kept me
Scar me directly for permanent difference
Dripping through floorboards and hide into blankets
Losing all interest
I think I feel different
Everything I know I don't understand
I understand what I don't and otherwise hope
You understand what you know
Everything I know I don't understand
I understand what I don't and otherwise hope
You understand what you know
I think I feel different
You don't even know
You don't understand
I feel sick
Under the weather whether or not things go well
Worms want my cells back
Is my persistence selfish
Because my selflessness is poisonous
Resonant joylessness is ominous and omnipresent
Funeral parade
A thousand feathers fall in ambient entropy
Among apathetic dancers and marching bands
Dreaming glitches and swallowing gravity
Everything I know I don't understand
I understand what I don't and otherwise hope
You understand what you know
Everything I know I don't understand
I understand what I don't and otherwise hope
You understand what you know
You don't even know
You don't understand