Had to make sure I'm set
Uh, uh, I should know better
I've been living on reset
Yeah, uh, sorry, I don't remember
Spent a couple days in my head
Uh, uh, tryna control the weather
I need sun more than ever
I wanna go forever
Join a long line, uh
I wanna be the one to make it all mine
I wanna make sure everything comes true
My life is more than mine, my life is more than mine
All these spotlights on my face, I'm feelin' sorta blind
All these spotlights on the stage
I just lost track of my shadow
Everything's shallow, only see a god in the piano
I see it all in a camo (camo)
I been earnin' riches, that shit ain't makin' me whole
Why I keep on burnin' bridges, I still been payin' the toll
Sacrifice the difference
I wanna stay in control
I just been playin' a role
Mistakes, I'm makin' em all, a bridge is breakin' my fall
I been growin' up, the case I'm makin' gets small
Increasingly standin' tall as easily how to stall
Just to give you all a piece of me
Used to wanna be a star, that was all, but recently
It was all 'bout me, me, me
Childhood dream went a little too hard
Eight-year-old me went a little too far, and I'm still with it truly
Everything I ever wanted, but it feel different to me
Ain't a meal ticket to me, either way it'll go wrong
Days of overthinking, either way it'll go on
Takin' me so long, movin' goal posts
More than overly competitive AYSO moms
And by myself, I was gettin' used to this home
Questionin' the thought I was ever truly alone
I think that's the saddest lie that I let consume on its own
And I let it through to my bones, I never knew it would grow
So much
Had to make sure I'm set
Uh, uh, I should know better
I've been living on reset
Yeah, uh, sorry, I don't remember
Spent a couple days in my head
Uh, uh, tryna control the weather
I need sun more than ever
I wanna go forever
Join a long line, uh
I wanna be the one to make you all mine
I wanna make sure everything comes true
My life is more than mine, my life is more than mine
All these spotlights on my face, I'm feelin' sorta blind