I, the reason that they never gon' cry The reason that they never know why I'm the only thing that's in my mind (for real) I just, I just pulled up in the building They all faking, I'm the motherfucking real thing They all hating, I'm the motherfucking real one I used to think I was a fraud Until I did some (until I motherfuckin' did it) Yeah, bitch I'm back and I'm better, okay I just rap with no effort, oh wait They was plotting on my exit, so I stayed I'll make sure they don't forget this, like no way I think about everything they said to me Some shit they prolly don't even remember But they gon' remember me I used to feel like there might be a plan For everyone except for me I still don't know if there is I still hope that one day they accepting me Think I'm in need of some help Want them to see how I felt I think I need faith But how can I believe in God When I don't believe in myself? Yeah I don't believe in myself So I'll just keep to myself If I get to the top, then I'm gonna reach it myself And it's gon' be easy to tell, I'll see it myself I, the reason that they never gon' cry The reason that they never know why I'm the only thing that's in my mind (forreal) I just, I just pulled up in the building They all faking, I'm the motherfucking real thing They all hating, I'm the motherfucking real one I used to think I was a fraud Until I did some (until I motherfuckin' did it) Last week I panicked, huh, yeah Knowing I got all these people to please Been driving me manic, uh, yeah I used to roast Fousey, nowadays I understand it I wanna be the reason That they leave they feet up in a mansion I need expansion I took my dream it ain't handed Turned that shit straight to a cannon Fuck all that planning, I never planned it Out of this world in a whole other planet Everything candid My career belong in whole foods, this shit is organic, bitch I'm the real thing ain't no camera tricks When I used to call, they ain't answer this Now I'm really on the top But feeling like I'm at bottom Bitch you know I'm gonna make it through the damages, yuh I know that I've sacrificed my time with friends and family Thinking maybe when I get success Then they all gonna stand with me But this ain't a flip of a switch it's all happening gradually Maybe I'm selfish, I do it all so that they gon' be proud of me I, the reason that they never gon' cry The reason that they never know why I'm the only thing that's in my mind (forreal) I just, I just pulled up in the building They all faking, I'm the motherfucking real thing They all hating, I'm the motherfucking real one I used to think I was a fraud Until I did some (until I motherfuckin' did it)