Oh, how I've longed for silence (you were calling for evening) You won't believe the year I've had (It falls) behind these pulsing eyelids (here it is) I saw the truth, the ever-haunting truth I will never forgive myself No one could have shown me how It's almost over now I'm opening myself for you I will never forgive myself No one could have shown me how It's almost over now From any vibration The lies I've kept to vindicate Relapse to self destruction To save myself, I imitate a man of pure devotion Dissect my palms to simulate any fragment of emotion Primary urge to mutilate I'm moving in slow motion I will never forgive myself No one could have shown me how It's almost over now I'm opening myself for you I will never forgive myself No one could have shown me how It's almost over now From any vibration I will never forgive myself No one could have shown me how It's almost over now I'm opening myself for you ♪ I will never forgive myself No one could have shown me how It's almost over now I'm opening myself for you I will never forgive myself No one could have shown me how It's almost over now I'm opening myself for you I will never forgive myself No one could have shown me how It's almost over now