I was tryna show you something different And nowadays I know you feel like something's missing Just take your time don't rush it Spend a check on you ain't no discussion I'll admit it I'm not used to trusting Thought that I already told you I was tryna show you something different No words can explain The way you made me feel No words can explain That I want you in the worst way Treat every day like it's your birthday Don't need a runner up you my first place When I told you that you stuck with me I was tryna show you something No words can explain The way you made me feel No words can explain That I want you in the worst way Treat every day like it's your birthday Don't need a runner up you my first place When I told you that you stuck with me I was tryna show you something I was tryna show you something Said you love me don't know who you bluffing Everything I did for you meant nothing There's bitches round me but it's you I'm cuffing These bitches round me but it's you I cuffed Hold me down I'll keep you round I don't know who to trust Remember when you made me feel I wasn't good enough for you You told me that I wouldn't find another like you Shoulda listened to my friends I can't believe I wifed you We were never meant to end but I know was right to Cos you pushed me to the edge I know I made the right move The way you make me feel is unexplainable Tried my hardest but your expectations weren't attainable I can't seem to leave you lone I swear you inescapable Let me take this opportunity to tell you that I'm just ashamed of you I just got to say to you Look at what you made me do Now I'm unavailable I'm the one who favoured you I'm the one that always put you first Slapped me in the face you didn't care what I was worth Stabbed me in the back and then you left me in the dirt Sitting here I'm putting all my feelings in this verse Every line I write an explanation of my hurt Feel like everything I say and do just make it worse Yeah it keep on getting worse I go to sleep Dreaming bout what we could've been You cut me deep I thought you was focused on me You for the streets Pockets about to bust at the seams Lifestyle ain't cheap I don't think you know what I mean I held you down When you wasn't around But it wasn't enough to keep you Now you blocking me out Said I'm dragging you down I couldn't do enough to please you I was tryna show you something different And nowadays I know you feel like something's missing Just take your time don't rush it Spend a check on you ain't no discussion I'll admit it I'm not used to trusting Thought that I already told you I was tryna show you something different No words can explain The way you made me feel No words can explain That I want you in the worst way Treat every day like it's your birthday Don't need a runner up you my first place When I told you that you stuck with me I was tryna show you something