I don't think my head is in the right place Things in my reflection looking quite strange Confusing depression for a nice day Is my vision blurry from the migraines I don't think my head is in the right place Things in my reflection looking quite strange Confusing depression for a nice day Is my vision blurry from the migraines Anybody got some medicine It's about that time, they're settling So bad, so bad, every day feels like a new race I never win Speak about what kills me and hope they're impressed at how I invested it I feel blessed when I find gold But inside I know that my heart and mind are separate If I get millions of views, they'll love me It don't say that in the Bible I think I do this for myself sometimes, am I even making disciples I think about this all day and I feel that pain in the back of my eyeballs And if I don't put a stop to it, head will start pounding Head will start pounding, head will start And it's way too late, can't be tamed Every which way that I rotate I'm face to face with a crazy train Meds don't work and I hate to say Light at the tunnel is coming my way Quite calm, yes, but I can go crazy None of y'all can hold a candle baby I don't think my head is in the right place Things in my reflection looking quite strange Confusing depression for a nice day Is my vision blurry from the migraines I don't think my head is in the right place Things in my reflection looking quite strange Confusing depression for a nice day Is my vision blurry from the migraines I seek but don't find I'm eager, but don't know why Do what I don't like Beware the path that's so wide I keep a closed mind But never seem to know why This mountain's so high This mountain's steep and so high But that ain't nothing to my God He can move that Shut up I'm just saying, you know he could do that I got a whole bunch of scripture to prove that I'm gonna be hated, the Bible said I'm an outcast Every single day I wake up and I think about that There are still people that hate Jesus And I just don't understand how man Anyways, let me digress Got a lot on my chest Got a lot of people inside, banging on my head Got a lot of unwarranted stress Things that don't matter get me so upset Think I forgot what it means to be blessed I got it better than most of the rest But my focus shifts and I worry about my pain Think I am the cause of my migraines