Hey a good day a good day is really far away Keep it together it never gets better be brave Hey a good day a good day is really far away Smile on my face is empty but I'm feeling okay Okay They don't like to pout Ive never been trained on how to be brave Ive just been filling it out I don't ever think that ill get the hang of it Im just cowardly bound Been making my way towards a good day But all I can see is the clouds I'm smelling the clouds Don't like the smell of the roses Holding me down A smile on your face will show them your weakness Must beat yourself to the ground Composed of self hatred know where you're placed Your self worth is up to them So what they think is what you'll make of yourself Never be more, you'll never be more You're developing your educate through melodies And every season not a breeze it gets more difficult than the previous Traveling and scavenging for happiness surpassing what is happening I feel as if I'm trapped in a theater Movies cinematic better move it to the back and take cover hope no one is seeing ya Take cover take cover take cover I think we're deceiving him Hey a good day a good day is really far away Keep it together it never gets better be brave Hey a good day a good day is really far away Smile on my face is empty but I'm feeling okay Okay, a little confused A bit out of place I'm feeling complacent How did I get in this room I don't like the faces what are the faces I don't remember this tune I must be in training I don't think this is appropriate The voice say quit your complaining You'll be amazing I do not wanna be anything other than God's servant I do not wanna do anything other than God's purpose Filling my head with the negativity is not working If you getting inside of my head you better be my surgeon I'm in the front of the line, is it my time Idk why I rushed to get here If you don't mind, I'm gonna slide Isn't my type, I'm gonna steer clear Ever since I found my mind You have been trying to get me to get here Now it's all lies, what a surprise I'm taking over my own body this year Hey, a good day a good day's really far away Keep it together it never gets better the trembling never quits evident better to stay In this room Well I don't have a say But it's cool Who are you Practice, practice Hey a good day a good day is really far away Keep it together it never gets better be brave Hey a good day a good day is really far away Smile on my face is empty but I'm feeling okay Yeah practice, it makes perfect But I don't think practicing is working I don't feel like it's practical, it hurts me Get the wires away I'm getting nervous This isn't happiness This is burglary Trying to make me smile by putting me through some type of surgery Nothing's happening Nothing is surfacing Your effort in bringing out the best in me is bringing out the worst in me Typically people get their feelings hurt Seldom do i listen when they scream in church Criticism hasn't ever really worked People don't want the dinner they want dessert Feed them what they want and they'll love you Feed them what they need and they'll hate you Feed them God's word and they'll think its absurd Cause they're losing that impurity they can't lose I will not practice your ways, I Cant become happy this way, I Don't need distractions to face life Happiness ain't far away, my Gut is telling me to say, if You're trying to find where you're placed, by Someone telling you to change, then It's farther away than you think, yeah Hey a good day a good day is really far away Keep it together it never gets better be brave Hey a good day a good day is really far away Smile on my face is empty I don't think I'm okay