Is this what you wanted? Hold this to my heart, take this to my grave I'm like a prison in my own home Dying to get out of this head What I can't keep playing in time You can't decipher I'm running this through my mind It's tearing me, dragging me down I can't keep up this fight, I'm proud Willing to admit that I might be found Failing, self-sabotaging, burning my eyes It's agonising dying inside Will you count your blessings on one hand? 'Cause I'll always find a way to bite the hand that feeds me I'm great at it, cutting my teeth out How many chances do you get? Are we all as one Finding hope made life a nightmare You'll give what you get I'm proud I can't keep up this fight I bet you're losing sleep Is this what you wanted? I can't keep up this fight I'm like a prison in my own home Dying to get out of this head Take what you need from me And burn the bridge so I can't see How many times can you get in my head? Let's put this to sleep So I can rest easy Will you count your blessings on one hand? 'Cause I'll always find a way to bite the hand that feeds me I'm great at it, cutting my teeth out How many chances do you get? Are we all as one Finding hope made life a nightmare You'll give what you get